do you want to see something new?

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

NEW HAIRSTYLE WITH BANGS :D

first i wanna do pixie or bob style but then, the stylist said "try this first and if u dont like it, i'll cut however you want me to"

then miracle happened, YEY I LIKE IT. thanks LALA :)

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin semua. tolong bawa kereta elok2 sebab semuanya nak beraya n makan lemang+rendang..bukan makan makanan hospital melalui tiub ya?

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if i die young

the song titled above is a very nice and sad song. plus the music is soothing. i love it.

please send this song to my family esp my mother n sister if i die young okay? please.

thank you.

back to reality. hiro's not with me anymore. had to let him to go the one utama rainforest pond bcos he's growing bigger. i cried to sleep for a week thinking of letting him go, but i keep him with me its kinda make me a sinner bcos i dont buy a big aquarium for him.

even till today, i still cry..thinking whether what did he eat? is he comfortable there? God.

i wish i am a cold hearted bitch who dont have to cry for small things.

who dont have to care about anyone and any living things.

even i cant see trees being cut because i think that gives them pain, lots of pain.

just the same pain that you feel in the SAW movie.

fuck. fuck my heart.

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too precious to let go

here's another update.

i love dendson. no doubt.

love him so much, i dont want to let him go.

yes, i admit. i'm not a perrrfect girlfriend because i have many flaws.

my temper, my insecurity, my words that i used when i'm angry, my stupid thinking.

but he managed to handle it nicely and properly with full patience for almost three years.

i wanna keep on counting my days with him, i wanna share our love stories to our grandchildren.

i want to be the one who stand by him no matter what happens.

i did few mistakes with words and actions lately, got into his nerve and he started to react.

but then i realised, why let my ego and emotions control and take over my love for him?

i do not want that to give a permanent scar and effect on our relationship.

i told myself, "hey! this guy is one HELL OF A GUY. dont let go unless you cant find anymore solution to it *referring to the religion issue bytheway"

it snapped me right away, i love him. no way, i will never let go of this precious.we will go through every fucking ups and downs bcos we both are still deeply in love with each other.

and without us, we are nothing but a lifeless tiny human being in this world. we give so much strength to each other, we must fight and get rid of all the thick walls between us.

hopefully, our relationship will lasts forever. we're doing our best here, we love we care we want and we need each other. Allah, now its up to you. God bless us amiiiin.

precious precious precious

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photos. and captions.

meet baby amshar affan, my brother's lil precious, my current addiction.

still us, after many many years. still us, nothing's changed.

dear dear dearest sister and smiley amshar affan! i love them.

my favourite and loyal puncak alam partner named binks x)

oh another precious, aisyah. everyone's favourite little girl.

heart these two. never failed being there through my ups and downs.

puncak alam people. been close to some of them lately, and rinduuu!

okay those are my photos update. not all activities being uploaded here bcos i'm too lazy to search for the photos. you might wonder why his picture is not included in the post? hmm why? thats bcos i wanna do another post, just for him. right after this one hehe.

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after so long...

havent seen this girl for seven years.

havent hug her for seven years.

havent talk to her face to face for seven years.

we've been keeping up with each other by social networks and bbm.

havent seen this boy after so long.

we got into a fight that made us not talking to each other.

we lost contact for few years.

two years ago, we met.

and we became friends again since then.

these two people, let me introduce you. my brunei babies, rafhanah and izzat.

they are my precious. been there for each other and i cherish these two till i die.

last week was the most memorable one for me.

we met and spent time with each other like nobody's business.

rafhanah came down from brunei, to visit us.

izzat was here already since he's studying in limkokwing.

and there we were, three of us, in kuala lumpur.

like izzat said : reunion accomplished!

will remember these great moments forever. until we meet again, mi love.

im busy with finals, will update soon with pics

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one of my happiest moments

oh dear God. thank you for giving me such an opportunity to watch and adore this guy right in front of my eyes. i fucking adore himmmmmmmm!

i've been talking about bruno mars ever since his first single lagi and on 10th april 2011, i get to see him live. i dont care about anything else in this world, i just wanna see him. and i ran to the first row so that i will get a clearer view of him.

he, my inspiration. my true singer. ngaaa im crazyyyy!

call me lame, i dont give a shit. he's such a sweet heart. try proves me wrong, people :)

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eh PANTAT. kau jangan sampai aku naik tangan kaki aku ni ke muka kau dan family kau ehh?

you touch my family, im gna make sure you wont even feel the happiness in your life. not even once.

kau ingat, dari dulu sampai sekarang kau terlepas dengan semua benda?

gi mampus! dont think that the world revolves around you, DICKHEAD.

for your information, i will work hard to bring you down.

to let the world knows what a fucker you are.

kau dengan yang sorang tu sama je. dua2 mulut busuk macam tahi lembu berulat.

JANGAN SAMPAI AKU tampar kau depan semua!jangan sampai dua2 family mati.

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