anger.

would you fucking stop judging my friend by the book?
do you mind having some faith and trust towards her?
and would you just stop with all the things that hurt her every single moment?

by the way, for your information she loves you with all her fucking heart and it hurts me to see her down like this. she has so many things in her mind, don't bug her more with your insecurity. that is not a right thing to do. i love you both, and i love seeing the two of you and i know you both are meant to be with each other but don't ruin the relationship because of your attitude.

and again..
she loves you okay, accept that!

and boyfriend, dont pisses me off please? i am not in a good mood.
my second brother is married today and i wasnt there. i do feel fucked up.
i blame my finals and i blame myself for not being there too.


i just dont give a SHIT about anything right now.



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byebye
love hugs kisses

please stay.

i dont know how to put this in words dear friend.

but i really do care for you and you are already a part of me ever since we became close since last two years. and now you're making a huge decision without us knowing it earlier and getting our advices first?

what is that, boy? whats happening to you. people do have problems. if a person doesnt has any problems, he/she is not a human being then. all of us have our own problems. ups and downs. but we manage to go through all of it because we know if we failed and we surrender, those who care for us, those who have been supporting us from the start and those who really appreciate us will get hurt. all their love towards us is going down the drain..

same thing is happening to me. i care for you more than i care for myself.

so please dont do this. and please dont leave.

haihh...i am just in a total shocked.

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byebye

love hugs kisses

at this moment..

i am too lazy to go to class.

i am sick of assignments.

i miss my cousins and family so much.

i miss looking and staring at my hiro.

lastly..

i am confused with my own feelings.

haihh..i miss those happy moments. where i can feel that i am well appreciated and loved. its fading..truly falling apart. just keep on praying to God nothing happens. just wishing for a happy ending love story :)

p.s, be strong daddy's little girl.

will hear from me soon.

byebye

love hugs kisses

selamat hari raya :)

selamat hari raya aidil adha everybody!

maaf zahir dan batin. wish u all a happy and great moment this year.
cherish every single second of it yeah?

sayang take care kat sana?kerja elok2.
jangan malas k?i miss you.
jaga hiro for me.
ingat saya di sini selalu :)

to my two gossip boys in penang,take care!
nanti dayah bawa balik makanan raya k?hehe.
happy karaoke-ing ;)

to my favourite people out there : LETS ROCK THIS RAYA!!


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byebye
love hugs kisses

you.

be dependent on me too much until you dont even realise that you've hurt me.

i am fucking pissed and deal with it.

right now, all i need is my own world and in it, there's just me and my selected people.
having fun playing with the biggest theme park ever and all i can think of is the beautiful scenery and the fresh air that i am breathing. aahhh thats nice. totally awesome!


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byebye
love hugs kisses

Ramadhan this year.

ramadhan this year is quite blissful for me.
the weather is not as hot as last year, classes are not as packed as last year and the people around me make it even more merrier.
thanks to Allah for giving me this chance to feel the greatness of ramadhan this year :)

well no doubt, there are ups and downs but i am handling it quite well and rationally.
from now on, i'll just go with the flow with whatever is going to happen to me.
will still be the a-bit-emotional-crying-baby BUT definitely not more than that.

a few miracles happened for the past few days.

first,there is still us :)
loving each other every single moment.
cuma..taknak letak high hope dah. its too pain in the ass people!

second,the bestfriend came back. the gossip boy, the gorgeous chef. yes him from the previous previous post. what past is past and everything is doing okay for the moment.
thank you, and i misssssssssss you!

third, my all time favourite girl here has a new look :D :D
coppppperrrrr white lady la dia.
so prettyyyy!makin malu la jalan dgn orang cantik ni.hehehehehe ;)

dah dah.
i'm off to get ready for berbuka.


will hear from me soon.



byebye
love hugs kisses

a song,called..

entah by afgan.

tega nya kau dustai semua

janji kita berdua

Entah

masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

untuk mu..

Entah

kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu.

will hear from me soon


byebye
love hugs kisses