here's another update.
i love dendson. no doubt.
love him so much, i dont want to let him go.
yes, i admit. i'm not a perrrfect girlfriend because i have many flaws.
my temper, my insecurity, my words that i used when i'm angry, my stupid thinking.
but he managed to handle it nicely and properly with full patience for almost three years.
i wanna keep on counting my days with him, i wanna share our love stories to our grandchildren.
i want to be the one who stand by him no matter what happens.
i did few mistakes with words and actions lately, got into his nerve and he started to react.
but then i realised, why let my ego and emotions control and take over my love for him?
i do not want that to give a permanent scar and effect on our relationship.
i told myself, "hey! this guy is one HELL OF A GUY. dont let go unless you cant find anymore solution to it *referring to the religion issue bytheway"
it snapped me right away, i love him. no way, i will never let go of this precious.we will go through every fucking ups and downs bcos we both are still deeply in love with each other.
and without us, we are nothing but a lifeless tiny human being in this world. we give so much strength to each other, we must fight and get rid of all the thick walls between us.
hopefully, our relationship will lasts forever. we're doing our best here, we love we care we want and we need each other. Allah, now its up to you. God bless us amiiiin.
precious precious precious
will hear from me soon
byebye
love hugs kisses